loneliness

who are you when you're not with me
are you careless and wondering
if we will work out after all
or are you sure and steady
never unwavering in our love
does your eyes wander over others
thinking they are better
thinking 'her hair is a pretty shade'
thinking 'her lips cast a spell on me'
is that the words that pollute your mind
when we're apart
do you know how much I wish
to become that loneliness that you possess
to possess it when we are together
because then maybe I would know you
and I could become
something you deeply desire to be with
even when you're not with me
I always wonder if it is this way
I always wonder is your heart as true
as it is when you're with me
as it is when i'm with you