Rock bottom

So this is rock bottom 

Not much to see 

Is it the drinking 

Or is it me 

Slumped in the sheets 

My mind won’t be at ease 

The tears flow 

What a release 

I can’t see 

It’s blurry in this siege 

I am starting 

This is all so disheartening 

Old feelings come back 

I feel attacked 

I go down

Like a box of jacks 

Stacked 

On stacks 

That’s that 

What’s that 

that’s that