what the fuck have you done?

You will wonder all your life
Never understanding why you dont have A wife
Why you are so depressed
So angry and stressed
So apt to undress for the first person
 who looks at you with sympathy
For your sad neverending existence
You need to look in the mirror
You need to see yourself clearer, stare
At the tired face you see over there
I know you are hurting, hurting everyone
You care about, or think you cared about
You need to convince yourself you have no doubts you need to fake it
Until you can really take it
Not just take it from whoever will give u
The most of the little that they have left
Look at your face and see what's left
Look at your face to see what you can get out of yourself
Ask yourself "what the fuck have I done,
that might be my only son!"
But I can't explain it to you
So go on living that existence and see where it leads
I try, I plead, that's the best I can do
So good luck to you